I've given up
hope.
Yes, I've given
up hope, and although it is a recent release in my life, I expect it to last the
rest of my life. Hope really hasn't done anything for me anyway that I can think
of. If you think about it, that word is what I want to call an if-come-maybe. It
seems like a place of desperation when all else fails. We say, 'well, at least
we have hope.' Now I can say, 'no thanks. I've given up hope. I've given it up
for something far better!'
Instead of hope,
I have embraced curious excitement. I'll explain.
Standing where I
am today and looking backward at my journey, there is a turning point that
overshadows all the rest. It was when I began to do as yesterday's Daily
Inspiration stated by the 15-year old dancer, 'to just dance.' That's why that
video spoke so loudly to me because that is exactly where I have come to. For
the most part, I have given up judging and evaluating and have begun to just
enjoy myself and dance.
This is a very
important place for me to get to because now I look on what will come next with
curious excitement and anticipation of life being fulfilled in whatever way it
comes. It reminds me of the story quote from Eckhart Tolle's A New Earth, "This
is my secret," he said. "I don't mind what
happens."
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